hmm stupid feeling -___-

i hate this feeling
i hate when people keep saying you name in front of me. i hate when i have to wait for you all the time. i hate when you always give me your nonsense excuses. i hate it when you ignore me although i like to ignore you. i hate when there many people especially woman are around you. i like to hear you laugh but now i hate it. i hate when im serious and you making jokes. i hate when you call me 'sayang' or anything. i hate when you are trying to make me happy. shit i hate it! you maybe don't even no that i hate everything about you. because sometime you don't relise that i always there for you


so this is mean that i love you? err stupid feeling