what happen to you ena ?

what happen ?
ena please don't do like this
please don't quit
you are strong enough
please ALLAH help me


I like to see other people happy
but I don't see myself happy
everyday and everyday
you can see I'm smiling I'm laughing
but you don't no what happen inside of me


please I beg you
please don act like you know me
what if all of you just dissapered from my life ?
what will happen ?
will I feel more happy or sad ?


I like you
and I love you
I love you more
but why heart just can take all of this anymore
can't i be just like I use to be




please ALLAH help me..;'(